Monday,January 29,2007

Its 2 days after acquire the fire.Theres one thing i want to always remember about this trip.

-When the worship leader was on stage he announced for anyone who wanted to be forgiven to to go down to the floor of the stadium...
i just remeber walking down to the floor and looking around me to see the thousands of others who had screwed up before.A sense of relief washed over me...Just thinking i wasnt alone in feeling how i did.
Once down to the floor i fell to my knees crying,thinking of everything i had ever done,everything i regret,everything i could never take back.Suddenly i felt the hand of a stranger on my back comforting me.He was a teenager just like me.I'll never forget what happened next.he started praying,even though he didnt know me,my name,or my life.He still prayed.It was amazing that he found the words i couldnt get out of my mouth.He asked god to forgive me and free me of whatever haunted me and tore me up inside.

Its weird.I never even got to thank him by the time i knew what had happened he was gone.